NSFW Sex and Sexuality

Sex.

I can't find release. I have an adequate partner but no release or relief comes to me. I want him to spank me. I want him to shove me to the bed or up against the wall and pound into me. I want him to tie me down and have his wicked way. I want him to use his strength and bend and mold me how he wants me. I want him to wake me in the middle of the night by pushing into me hard. I want his hands rough and purposeful all over my body. I want him to command and control my body. I need him to be aggressive and violent. What's wrong with me??!?!??

I love his affection. I love when he holds me. I love his sweet kisses and soft caresses. I love when he takes me soft and slow. I love everything about the gentle way he touches and cares for me.

But, sometimes, I need him to fuck me and fuck me hard.

Is that wrong?? Will that finally get me to my release?? I imagine the rough and naughty things he could do to me and I can find it... But will his actions take me there?? Will there ever be a time for me to just..... Come??



Sexuality.

Why must it be so defined?

Do you know our society stresses so much over "gay", "straight", "bi", blahblahblabblittyblah!!

Here's the deal...

I am very aware of my sexuality. I am aware of my sensuality as well. Why do I have to wear a label of my sexual orientation?? What does it matter, and to whom?!? I am attracted to attributes of a person. I'm not attracted to their chromosomal makeup!

Man or woman, transgender or transvestite, I don't really care what you chose.

Love does not have restrictions, so why must we continuously attempt to bind it to such frivolous ideals? Sure you can blame it on religion, but think of it this way... why would a God that is so great and so awesome create so many beings with open-hearts, open-minds, and loving bodies? If it is such an abomination to love openly, why did God make us so?? Why is it that you think your fear and your naivety gives you the right, nay duty, to curse and belittle others?

Maybe we should all take a reality check and figure out what the true meaning of love is....

Might just be shocked at what you realize....