I heard her call me.
It was so loud.
As if she was up here in the room with me.
It was her voice, I know her voice better than most hit radio songs. I know it was her. She woke me from a dead sleep.
My body is still thrown off from the quick awakening. But I went down stairs and they are both really quiet. She wasn't snoring, which is weird but, I don't know, I didn't want to wake her up for nothing.
But I heard her.
My stomach aches now. Could be the result of waking up as I did, or something else. I feel like something is wrong which is why I was called in my sleep, but what is it?
What happened?
Who woke me??
I'm trying to think back to stomach pains like this but honestly, lately, it's in everything I do.
Maybe it's Granny. I need to call Granny today. I hope someone answers the phone for her.
I'm worrying myself a bit. Maybe I should go wake her up. But I'm fairly certain she doesn't believe any of this. She'll likely call it a nightmare or something. But I hear her like she was at the foot of my bed.
I remember dreaming about Jake before he died. It was a couple times when DQ and I didn't even know he was missing yet. I dreamt of him being lost and afraid. I still miss him. If only I would have known then what I know now.
I dreamt of DoDo too. It was a memory but a vivid one as if my mind was recollecting one of my favorite memories. That's how I knew the book was meant to be mine.
I knew the moment Uncle Joe went too. I felt those awful pains, even got sick in the middle of Mass. That was a terrible pain but I understand now why it felt like that for me. I can't begin to fathom it for him.
I still hear the echo of her call in my mind. I know something isn't right but I don't know where to begin looking. I guess I sleep if my body will let me and address it during the daylight??
I hope everything is okay.
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