*VENT* Ugliness is not hereditary

I don't know why I keep doing this to myself. I mean I guess it's either sheer stupidity or sheer naivety. I'm sure it will never change. I'll always be the wicked that takes advantage over everyone and is so mean and so self absorbed and just "ugly". And you'll always be the saintly that gets taken advantage of and spoken to so rudely and blah, blah, blah, BLAH!!!

Forget this!!!

I DO NOT DESERVE THIS. I am a nice person. I am polite. I am considerate.

Show me who I don't treat like that. Then let's look at the whole picture and see why that might be.... truly....

You want to cut yourself out of my life so much, then do it. I'm not pushing you. You are the one pushing. So here... want this... I'll be gone in a year or so anyhow. Keep pushing... See where that leaves you..... Cos it won't be on my doorstep, that's for damn effing sure!!!

And ya know if you want things your way so much, then go rent someone to agree with you. I've never been a "yes man" so don't expect it now.

I'm done!