January 19, 2015
Miles: 133
Yep! Haven't moved a hair. It's been a long day. I've actually earned some contracting points today. Rebuilt the racks so my things have a place to live and my babies and I have a place to sleep.
I wish I could say today was easier, and it was in a way. Preacherman came over and helped me build as well as fix some other issues in the cabin.
And it was nice being useful and productive...
But... I miss certain people. I can't get away from others. I can't wait to see a few. I'm just..... I'm stuck....
Tomorrow we should be underway. I'm hoping we weigh anchor about 0700 but my luck that won't happen. I'm hoping for a long push out of state, but we will see. Have to stay ahead of the snow.
Hopefully tonight there will be some heat in here... Otherwise, I'm gonna have to throw a mutiny of my own vessel!
~*~
I spoke with The Boy.
I've also been spoken to about calling him The Boy. Everyone should know it's not meant as disrespect. It's only a convenient nomenclature.
Back to my conversation... We talked quite a bit last night. He read this thing. I realize I'm not the most forthcoming person in my day to day life, but y'all, y'all get my heartaches and furosity. He says he understands more now. I wonder if I'm communicating like I should then....
I am going to take some time and figure some stuff out. I need to write more about my past I think. Understanding my past might help me navigate my future. Isn't that the point of history classes? I think I'll continue my histories on my other page so that I won't bog this one down.
Okay, I'm exhausted and I need to put music on to drown out the other noise.
I hope everyone has a warm sleep with happy thoughts and dreams.
I miss you. I love you. Goodnight.
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