February 15, 2015 (figured they get out of order so I'd actually put the date as well...)
Miles: 3701
Today has been pretty arctic as far as the crew mentality/interactions go. There is still a LOT of animosity from last night's ordeal. I've realized my meters are all getting pretty damn full so my goal today was to avoid as much as possible.. People, places, things, everything!! Avoid, avoid, avoid!
Went into town a few times today. No cellular service plus everyone and their dog streaming movies and gaming out here means that I can't use my phone/kindle/laptop to contact anyone so I have to leave the mountains. It gets hard sometimes when all I really wanna do is call a few people and talk.
le sigh
Grumpy and I went to dinner. I guess I was feeling a little homesick so we went to Chili's. At least they have real ranch and iced tea!! Sheesh! I really have enjoyed California but DAMN somebody needs to teach these people how to spell "Lusianne Tea" cos the shit they serve out here is NASTY!! Ugh!!
We are supposed to leave our little mountain oasis Tuesday, but we haven't decided our path so I have no clue where to book or anything. Grumpy needs more drugs and I have to know where to have them sent. This is getting a little ridiculous. I ask"can we get this planned?" And the only responses are "I don't care"..... Well damn. If it's up to me, we are going near my friends and I'm getting myself a rental cos I need a damn break!! I have yet to see any of my divas in L.A. and I kinda miss their crazy. I hope I get to see them this next week or so... I could use some pointers on this open call.
I REALLY want this call to go well for me. I REALLY REALLY want to be picked. I need this. For me. For no other reason than it is time I do something for me.
Here's hoping.
Oh and if any of you like my snaps on snapchat, I'm sorry. I'm deleting it. I am an adult, and I can handle adult situations, but I cannot handle some people acting like children. So to save myself the headaches, I'm just removing nonsense.
I hope everyone sleeps well. I am going to work on my character building. I need something new for my Marine to read and I need something consice to have BBaer read. Here's to "Something More"!
And before I get stoned by the masses (biblical reference not beatnik), I have not seen 50 Shades yet. I would like to, but I haven't really the time just yet. I will be soon enough though.
Snow don't hate me, I'm so excited for you, though!!!
Right then... Off to make my own best sellers!!!
I can't love you.
I refuse to miss you.
Goodnight, everyone else.
Xx
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